God is amazing i read Psalm 139 today and wow i love it. David a man after God's own heart writes as God reveals His intimacy to David. no matter where we god God is right there leading us back to Himself. i love how God works. He is so faithful even when we are faithless He stands alone as the only one to never let me or you down. i must admit i don't understand and have a hard time accepting what He has done, in my inner most being. Logically i get it, physically i get it, but some where in the heart and soul area it does not make sense because it just should not be. you can make yourself accept something but you can't make yourself believe something. I dont mean a shallow belief but the kind of belief that results in peace and understanding. The place where doubt can't even come into because every facet of your being is in agreement. God is the only one who can take me from the place i am in, from the person i have become and make me into the person i was ment to be. The kind of man that without thought without reservation moves at the whim of His Spirit. the Kind of man that regardless of circumstances will worship the Lord of Lords and the King of Kings. So how do i do that? i can only come to one conclusion i can't, which in it self is a very sad thing, but fortunately i know someone who can, the very object of my worship. God!!!!!! through the working of His Spirit He will mold me into the man He wants me to be.
I sometimes get tired of the same answers for everything when it comes to faith: God, Jesus, Yes, Trust, Believe. Then i must realize that that is what it is supposed to be. Jesus said in Revelation "I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End." Notice in this next section i use him, he, Jesus, or God.
It is HIM who draws us to HIMSELF and it is HIS SON who paid our debt that we owed to GOD. HE then sends HIS SPIRIT to make us into the people HE wants us to be, all for HIS glory and for HIS pleasure, so that we can be with HIM for eternity. HE draws us to HIMSELF HE pays our way HE puts HIMSELF in us because HE knows HE is the only one who can obey HIM. HE then changes us into HIS image.
Wow God is good i am am glad that He promised, "i will never leave you nor forsake you." He knows i dont deserve it but He sticks around because His work in me is not done yet and His love is to great to let me enter eternity anything less than what He designed me to be.
